One of the most difficult things is to let go . Let go of our beliefs, our dreams, our innermost desires . Our idea of love.
This also turns out to be the hardest lesson I will ever learn. To believe, see eye to eye with the fact that there is no love like the one we imagined. The one where we can loose ourselves in their arms, the feeling of coming back home, the warmth never felt before.
That one perfect love story where we lie beneath the stars , talking . Where their voice is therapy and their presence magical. The love straight out of a fairytale where two people who belong to different worlds but are same in the essence. Where we hold the piece to fix their broken heart , the exact fit where you cannot say it was ever broken.That longing, that letting go of control and feeling one with the cosmos and watching them walk towards you.
Walking down the aisle where they have been waiting for us, holding hands and taking vows of never letting go. The story of love and happily ever after. But when life shakes us, wakes us up like it was a dream, when reality hits . Its painful.
When we trust people with all we have, look upto them as a masterpiece and all they do is to prove us wrong of how unworthy they are and how wrong we were in our perception, our judgement.
I have learnt it the harder way. Still my heart aches, instead of all the heartbreaks it does not want to let go. It holds that dream, that wish, so close like a mother does a newborn. Amazed, scared but filled with love and the feeling of have known the baby for lifetimes!
The heart has a brain of its own, or you can say intuition. Our soul is as old as this creation. Our soul has answers to all the questions, known and beyond the knowing of mankind. That universal download, the feeling of knowing is undeniable. The heart knows if it is meant to find the one, it knows if there’s a person out there waiting for them, maybe this was not the time but when the stars align, the planetary transits are perfect, the soul will recognise them and love will know no bounds.
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